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So I just got off work and I am kind of onery. I have been wanting to update my blog all week with pictures I have found on the internet that I like for the wedding but, before I do that I need to do some venting about my tonight...I know you dont want to hear me whine..I will try to be quick!

So I worked carside like I do every weekend. I work by myself because this is one of the slowest months of the year and I have worked it for a long time so even if we get busy I can handle it pretty well. Anyway.. I worked really hard tonight. It was not too busy but, not too slow either. I had like 20 orders. I would say about half of them tipped me! That is horrible. I dont think people understand that at applebees they dont pay us minimum wage to do carside and I PERSONALLY do all of the work. And in this case ignorance is not bliss because you are the one that hopefully karma will come get, and I am the one that is hopefully going to be able to pay my rent this month! FRUSTRATING! So I work my booty off and I walk with $20 dollars tonight! no thank you! economy please get better and applebees managers please try harder to keep your customers/employees happier and we will have better company, with more people that will return! :) And the last thing :( trevor is not off work til prob 1:30..which means he will come over and say good night then leave..then he will be tired tommorrow because we have church! ( but i guess he is getting the hours we need so its ok) I just miss him..another reason I want to be married already!!

ok WEDDING!!! I was getting carried away and doing wedding stuff any moment I had of free time..then I realized I need to focus on school more then the wedding...haha I know less enjoyable. So instead of going to try on dresses and look at places, I have been looking on the internet for pictures of things that I would like at the wedding. So we have decided on our colors which are forest green, regular green, black, and whatever color my dress is (white or ivory). Then we decided that we should do a elegant/outdoorsy/enchanted forest kind of a theme. I am so excited and I love the ideas! I love the moss and twigs! I love the idea of something involving smores...( I love the smore cupcake idea! thanks kris!) The pictures will explain what I mean.

So now onto the dress. I am in love with the maggie dresses! They are beautiful dresses and the thing that I love the most about them is that they look like they are nicely made and they are so unique.She also has such a variety! oh I just absolutely love them and most are the corset back:)(But we will have to have sleeves added because they are all strapless which=more money, no bueno)There are some dresses I have been trying on and I absolutely hate because they look cheap...I dont care if my dress ends up being cheaply priced, I just dont want it to look cheaply made!!! So they are they dresses I am loving.. I am trying to decide if they are worth the price tho... we will see. I just need to do more looking. This part has been so fun so far tho! So I need to also decide on the shoes I am wearing. I want to do 2 pairs for sure. One for pictures and more for looks and another pair that involves less pain!! :) we will see! I think I am going again on wednesday of this week to some places in provo. I am still debating the renting thing.. I just wonderd if it would be in perfect shape for me and if it wont be, then I dont think it would not want to do it. Understandable right? You have to absolutely love your dress! haha

ENGAGED!!!!

WE ARE SOO EXCITED TO BE ENGAGED! Since we have known for a while that we were going to be getting married it does not feel too much different...its kind of just getting the ball rolling. Its been so fun announcing to everyone! We have had some very funny reactions!! (Trevors grandma Thomas, and Alicia from our work were my favorite) Everyone has been asking the story so I will post it on here!! :) he was soo cute about it! I think it fits us perfectly!

So since our anniversary is on his birthday we have in the past just had a fun day of plans that we have both made. This year Trev was saying he wanted to just celebrate his birthday and then celebrate our anni sometime later in the week. So I was a little bummed we didn't have any plans but also understood why trevor wanted his birthday time. So for his birthday he chose to go fishing/camping(of course) So we head up through Provo canyon, up past heber, to some where I believe in the Uinta mountains...We fished, and drove around looking for animals and going to the falls..fished some more..then set up our camp.We then decided to go find a restaurant for his birthday dinner.We drive down the mountain to Kamas..a cute little town where there was like 2 places to eat..so we choose the nicer looking one. We go in and they insist we sit on their back porch..we were a little hesitant because it was so cold but we agreed. They take us out there and we are the only ones there..the lights were dimmed..and they had hired a live singer..so we had a very yummy dinner in probably the cutest atmosphere we could have asked for! After dinner we drive up to our camping spot and decide to look at the stars. We sit down on the bench and talk for a while about how thankful we are for everything in our lives(especially each other :)..He then told me he was going to go to sleep because he was tired, he asked me to look for the flashlight. So I turned around and was feeling around for the flashlight..then when I turned back around he was on his knee...and he asked. He had done such a good job at "blowing off" our anniversary I had no idea!!! :) After freaking out for a little bit and realising he was being serious I said "of course I will"

It has now been 3 days since and I still cant stop smiling. I am soo excited to move towards our future together! He is the best and I couldn't ask for a better
FIANCE!!!! :) I am ready to start planning for our April 7th wedding!!!

A little bit about us....

Trev and I met in highschool in 2008. We stayed friends for a few months and decided to be official on august 07 (his birthday) We have had the fairytale kind of relationship since! He is amazing and deffinately my best friend! I cant imagine my life without him!We are planning on getting married in early 2011 :)We both work at Applebees and most of the time we love it there. It makes us laugh because everyone wonders how we can spend so much time together and work together with out driving each other crazy, but that is just how we are. We absolutely love each moment we are together. Trev is working 40 hours a week and saving up for school. He hasnt decided what he wants to do but, he is thinking something hands on science... I have went to UVU for a few semesters now and I'm getting closer to my assiociates. I am going into Elementary Ed. I think being a teacher will be a fun and fulfilling job for me(just like my family has always said).